I have felt a tremendous amount of conflict lately. My mind is on over-drive – feeling trapped and no way out. Strange thing is it always seems to revolve around time (or not feeling I have enough time to do the things I want).
It’s all a case of transference. I feel I don’t have the time to do the things I want, and transfer that onto home life. Yet home life is great. The only problem is work. Even though I only work two days a week it takes up too much time. The last two weeks we were both off work and I felt brilliant.
Now I look back over the past 10 years, it has always been this way with work. At the moment it just feels a whole lot worse though. I am trapping too much emotion inside – and it isn’t doing me much good at all.
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